annen yok, kimsen yok

he passed away in the week that my mother died(!). this became viral then. 2 days ago, it was mother's day and on my twitter feed, i saw that this was shared.. 

here it goes.....

my mother got sick.. they said she's dead... this and that happened... i know as a word :"dead".. but something inside me says that she's away for a visit and gonna be back in a day or two.. 3 days passed she's not back.. 4 days passed, she's not back. and one day i thought "i am never gonna see my mother again". "never gonna see my mother again".. at that time.. death.. death i realized at that time. "never gonna see again". i ran away to her grave and there under the soil.. my mother. i froze. i am never gonna see my mother again, my mother is dead. i came back home and looked at my father thinking "my god, i hope my father doesn't die". death, i learned it then, people die.  and that day i did something. he shouted at me "why are you doing it so?". i froze. somehow, with my childhood mind, i must have realized "you don't have mother, you don't have anyone". only after years, i became aware of that realization . "you don't have mother, you don't have anyone". if so, if you don't have anyone, you don't have the right to demand anything. you can only try to please others.. "you don't have mother, you don't have anyone"